Sunday, 28 September 2008

December 24, 3397 4:48 PM EST -- mir@cerchio

Hi, diary. Today I told the new humans here about the song I made. They said that I should make more, and all kinds of different songs, so I think they thought it was a good song. I hope so, because when I try to think of making a song that I like even more than Harmonious, it seems so hard! I feel like I said so many things I wanted to say, and now my heart is so light... I don't know how I can make even better songs. But they said I should make all kinds of songs, so maybe it will help if my next song is about something different. Then it can also be good in a different way.

They didn't want me to sing my song for them, though. The humans never like me to sing in front of them. I told them it wasn't a bad song and I promised it wouldn't hurt them, but they still didn't want me to. They said that I should be very careful how I use my songs, and that I can practice all I like, but I should never sing in front of anyone unless they tell me to. I don't think they believe that my song won't hurt them. I think they think I'm trying to trick them. But I'm really not! Or maybe they think my song is dangerous and I don't know it. I really really feel in my heart that it's not dangerous, but I suppose I could be wrong....

I want them to hear my song so much because then surely they will understand that I have feelings, but if I try to sing when they don't want me to, they'll just stop me, so I won't. Maybe if I sing on my own a lot, someone will overhear me anyway.

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