Hi, diary. I had a thought. I didn't want to have the thought but maybe I should have had it. Maybe it is one of those important things that the humans say I have to learn even though they make me feel bad.
I don't like to say it but I think it is true. I'm scared to say it. But all the humans I know are not kind. I don't think they are people who could make a song like Harmonious. I don't think they could let that feeling into their heart. I think maybe it's mean of me to say that but I feel that it is true.
The problem is that I don't know if it's a good or a bad thing. I want those happy and light feelings in my heart, but I'm different from everybody else this way. I started thinking that maybe that's why they all hate me and even think I don't have feelings. Maybe they mean that I don't have the feelings they want me to have. I think they have been trying to make me have the same feelings they have, and maybe it's because they want me to be better like them. Maybe they will listen to me if I am like them.
I don't like it though. I like my own feelings. But will I always be not as good this way? I want to know if I'm right or wrong, and I can't trust them to tell me because they only say what helps them. I want to know so badly....
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